it was a long weekend due to the labor day..so its time to pay Yumi a visit..haven seen her for months..
miss her dearly and she had really grow..all the clothes i bought her, no longer fit..time to shop for her..haha..
one thing that didn't change, she still smiles a lot...giggle when she plays with astro remote..she is so so pretty, innocence, cheerful and makes everyone so so happy...
and i envy her life so much..
its May, one more month and its BOTC..so crazy when i haven touch 2 of my modules..one module that i'm trying to avoid all the time..this module really makes me felt so helpless..if to ask, am i mad after all the assurance that had been given to me, all the help, advice and support that im suppose to get..its all no where to be found.yes i am mad..all this just stress me out now..i hope i just don't reach a point that i just give up and leave..it sounds like i complain so much, but if i don't pour it out, i wonder what will happen to me..but honestly, no one is to be blame but myself..for making all these crap decisions!!
am trying so hard to convince myself to go on and nail this!!!
i wish my working angel is with me now..
miss you YUMI!!!!
